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"We're not fucking married." No we're not, but we're a couple. You and I makes an "us." What you do, what you say and everything else affects me in some way. Why can you not realize that? Is it because my feelings are just much more stronger? Is it because I'm selfish, jealous, paranoid, controlling, insane? Or is it simply because what I want out of "us" is a lot more then your standards. I can't seem to understand you anymore. Sometimes I feel your emotions so strong and other days I feel like you just want out. Kind of as if the commitment is not for you. Look at what you have me doing. Asking a million questions that I don't see answers to. I want the head over heels love we once had. You couldn't stand to be away from me. You couldn't stand to not talk to me. I still want that, but do you?