school.

My life has turned to hell. With 19 days left of the semester I got so much to do. Can I get it done? Who knows, I'm bombarded and my computer crashed. Plus right now I've been sitting at school from 7AM with my first class only at 11AM. What bullshit is that? Anyways, I wish things would be a tad different, but other than school I can't complain. Minus the fact my parents aren't even talking anymore. So it's kind of an ackward living environment at this point. Maybe I should benefit from this time and do some work?

Polygamy essay [1200 - 1500 words]

George W. Bush essay [1500 - 2000 words]

Rwandan Genocide essay [1500 words]

Restorative Justice oral [5 minutes]

George W. Bush oral [5 minutes]

Newspaper project

15 tests

All this is 19 days! HAH.. kill me!

theft

sat in an office. shaking, cold, crying. i looked around and thought "here goes my life, down the drain." did i ever think that the tears and story of my life would get me out of being expelled? never! are my conditions bad? not even close. i was looking at community service till May. now i have the option of seeing a counselor and financial aid. am i going to take it? probably not. i could not even be bothered. i cannot be bothered in discussing my family issues with a woman/man who works within the walls where i go to school. knowing that i'll walk down the hallways and maybe see them then think, 'they know my family issue.' that is definitely not my cup of tea, if i could even use that ancient term. either way, i just wish i could go back and follow my instinct. knowing that their wasn't enough people around to do it. but i did it anyway. well what's done is done but now it's time for me to get cracking. head in the books and start writing midterms and researching for my finals.

day light saving is killing me.

this depression is killing me.

this school is killing me.

my world is drowning me.