42 days left before i for my license
46 days left till our one year <3
49 days left till semester is over till august
then i go for license
i'm like a little girl in a candy store!
life doesn't get better then where it's at right now
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
sisters?
It's sad how it has come to this. Forced conversations, short little rendez-vous and endless laughs. We used to talk endless stupidity over coffee. We used to go on walks that led to nowhere. Or sitting at our favorite cafe till 4AM stuffing our faces with submarines, salads and canollis. What happened to those girls? Life moved on and things have become more complicating. Lives have become more hectic but why does a friendship of fourteen years have to become so distant? You used to be the one I leaned on, the one I loved like my own sister. You used to come to me for everything and we used to have everything and anything in common. I want my best friend back. The one who made a promise with me. The girl who is supposed to be my maid of honour the day I tie the knot. The girl who is supposed to drive me insane because she can't choose the dress she wants. The girl who screams, yells and is the life of the party. I miss my best friend and the girl I call my sister.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
questions
"We're not fucking married." No we're not, but we're a couple. You and I makes an "us." What you do, what you say and everything else affects me in some way. Why can you not realize that? Is it because my feelings are just much more stronger? Is it because I'm selfish, jealous, paranoid, controlling, insane? Or is it simply because what I want out of "us" is a lot more then your standards. I can't seem to understand you anymore. Sometimes I feel your emotions so strong and other days I feel like you just want out. Kind of as if the commitment is not for you. Look at what you have me doing. Asking a million questions that I don't see answers to. I want the head over heels love we once had. You couldn't stand to be away from me. You couldn't stand to not talk to me. I still want that, but do you?
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